Have you ever....?

Have you ever felt that all your passion for something you love was just taken away and you feel like the whole world came crashing down and all you actually feel is lost?
Imagine that you are a child facing drought for various weeks and all you want is a glass of water to quench your thrist but a precious glass of water was poured away in your face. That pain and hurt is something you will never forget for life. I feel that way. My dream is taken away and it has vanished. I can never do what I love most anymore. I am thrown out of the game. But who can I blame other than myself?