Decisions, Adaptation.

It has always been my personal belief that humans, are born and made to adapt to situations they are being placed in and make the best out of what they have, in short adapting to the surroundings and learn to make full use of things avaliable around them. There is this constant practice of adaptation pretty much since we were born. But despite so many practices after graduating and moving on to new schools, I dislike the idea of adapting. I have never been a fan of meeting new people and doing new things and since I have graduated from secondary school, my constant worry is what I am going to do without my best friends around me and backing me up. It sucks to know that we will be moving on to different institutions and leading a different and kinda seperate lives.

Decisions. After receiving my O level results, I wasn't exactly satisfied neither was I utterly disappointed with. I just felt well, fine. Mdm Chen told me it wasn't too bad and for that second I had that tinge of hope that I gotten 12 points or below. But upon looking at my results, the only thing that caught my eye was my humanities results it was the only C among all the subjects. I was actually raging inside cause I actually studied pretty hard for it and I felt kinda disappointed at myself for doing badly for that subject which kinda affected my overall results and I felt like crying. But oh well, since it was already a situation that can never be reversed, I just let it be and tried to be positive about it. My best friends felt that I did well and I am glad they thought that way :-) But honestly I aimed to do better and after some people said that I could do well I kinda held my hopes a bit too high HAHA. My results can secure me a place at a decent poly course or a neighbourhood JC. So I'm pretty stuck between these two choices because of the things my seniors, parents, teachers and friends say. So I'm still battling between these two choices and trying to make a choice before 17 Jan which is 2 days from now. Choosing an institution or course of my choice is really one tough and important decision I have to make since a long time. It kinda determines what I do and the kind of life I would lead for the next 2 or 3 years or even the rest of my life. I really don't want to regret any of the decisions made and worse still a rash decision which will cause me to be unhappy with what I do in the future.
Well I hope I can make a decision soon. x